hectic day to hectic brain

                                                   My daughter Sarah for Christmas pictures this year.

So I don't know if I've mentioned before that I keep my neice during the day. Her name is Scarlett Claire and she gets called by either name on a regular basis, along with keeping her I've started school and and I also have a 2 hour night job cleaning a bank.  Overall I've been pretty busy and loosing lots of sleep over it.  In the end I believe it to be worth it though.  The job will help with us moving in the new coming year, hopefully March.  Having Scarlett here is tough sometimes but it's just because I'm still getting used to having two kids running around screaming from 7:30am till 5:30pm.  Then from 6-8 I clean at the bank. Now during all that I still have to make sure I complete all neccessary school work. OI!! Can't say my life is boring now and that is really good for me.  Keep your fingers crossed for me that we are able to find a place soon to move to and that everything works out.

Christmas 2011 of my daughter Sarah and one with my niece Scarlett

So it's been a hard weeka nd today I thought it had finally calmed down until I found out that the doctors think my sister has Ovarian Cancer. She's only 19 and does in no way deserve this.  I just don't what to think about this turn of fate and am really hoping further tests prove them wrong.

Hello People

I get to cook Thanksgiving dinner this year for my husband and girl! Yay! Plus tomorrow is going to be cold and I love the cold so excited for that.  Started school, not too bad but I know the hard part is coming up. Overall good mood today and my husband's birthday is today too!

feeling of lonliness...maybe

Husband is out with friends tonight and I'm home with my daughter and my landlord who I just don't want to be around. I can literally smell the alcohol reeking off of him.  And I'm just feeling really lonely and down tonight.  I need to get out of the house and do some holiday shopping but I just don't have the money for that and I'm so scared that I won't be able to provide my daughter with a Christmas this year because we're so much in debt.  I hate this feeling that I would be failing her and I just don't what to do.  Sorry for the oh pity me but I just don't know what else to do but rant.

Happy Veteran's Day

To all the Military Personnel out there thank you for your time and service.

Sarah Katherine "helping" Cosmos eat

Day 01- Favorite Song

Very hard to choose but I would say my favorite song is Drops of Jupiter by Train because I always related to that song and it inspires me to make sure my life is complete when it comes time to end.

30 Day Song Challenge (Rules)

 

day 01 - your favorite song 

day 02 - your least favorite song

day 03 - a song that makes you happy
day 04 - a song that makes you sad
day 05 - a song that reminds you of someone
day 06 - a song that reminds you of somewhere
day 07 - a song that reminds you of a certain event
day 08 - a song that you know all the words to
day 09 - a song that you can dance to
day 10 - a song that makes you fall asleep
day 11 - a song from your favorite band
day 12 - a song from a band you hate
day 13 - a song that is a guilty pleasure
day 14 - a song that no one would expect you to love
day 15 - a song that describes you
day 16 - a song that you used to love but now hate
day 17 - a song that you hear often on the radio
day 18 - a song that you wish you heard on the radio
day 19 - a song from your favorite album
day 20 - a song that you listen to when you’re angry
day 21 - a song that you listen to when you’re happy
day 22 - a song that you listen to when you’re sad
day 23 - a song that you want to play at your wedding
day 24 - a song that you want to play at your funeral
day 25 - a song that makes you laugh
day 26 - a song that you can play on an instrument
day 27 - a song that you wish you could play
day 28 - a song that makes you feel guilty
day 29 - a song from your childhood
day 30 - your favorite song at this time last year

First time cooking for Thanksgiving

Thanksgiving is coming very soon. This will be my first year cooking.  Thankfully if I bomb it then we still have my in-laws to go to after and my MIL is an amazing cook. Pretty nervous about cooking but planning on doing some the night before so Thanksgiving Day itself isn't stressful and I have time to spend watching the Macy's Day Parade with Sarah.  Making the basics but is there anything that you guys have that are kinda unique to your family and is it an old tradition or a new one?