Changes outside of my comfort zone

Well looks like we are out of Virginia for a while. Staying with friends while we save money helps a lot. We are however in Moyock, NC. And though I appreciate this opportunity so much being in Moyock spikes my anxiety out of the roof. This town is not home, it is a nightmare every time I am here. And I need to remember that the two greatest things that ever happened to me happened in Moyock. That I met Charles and gave birth to Sarah here. It is just so hard. I can't wait till I am back in Virginia. Virginia is home, calms me and centers me. I loose touch out here and it hurts. The only comfort is that I was not separated from Charles like we thought we were going to have to be. I just hope we can get ourselves sorted soon. Anyhow I need to look at this like a learning experience. Learn patience. Learn control. Learn what I need to.

Morning Musings

I sit here as Sarah sits beside me drawing on her easel. I am emotional today and I know why but can't exactly say why. I am emotional about everything and that should be quite interesting when I end up in church in an hour. 

Snow Day!!

I get so ecstatic when it snows outside. I get motivated, happy, and I just want to celebrate the world. Snow days make everything look clean and bring innocence back into the world. They bring joy to children and let them make a huge mess on themselves and then come in for warm drinks. Snow days give a silence to the world as most people are staying home and spending warm time with their families. I hope you all enjoy this wonderful day whether it is a snow day or not. Any day can be a snow day for you if you take the time to wipe the slate clean and start fresh like newly fallen snow. 

Jan 5 & 6th

Comfy pjs and socks. And a storm tolling in. I find such joy in storms and this one is bringing me very cold weather :)

Small blessings which become greater later

My husband and I have of course had our problems. Not once however did I ever doubt that he loved me and would always stay by my side. He shows his love in his steadfast loyalty, his quiet caring, small things he does for me. I have been blessed with a husband who compliments my personality because he can calm my raging personality. He is the center of me and an amazing man, husband, and father. 

January 4, 2014

Breakfast by myself

January 3, 2014

One year of grateful photos. January 3rd is books.