Sitting

I'm sitting here waiting for my husband to get home so I can go have a night out with a friend. It's been awhile since I've been out so I'm hoping it'll be fun. I always get anxious when I go out without my daughter and I'm wondering when that'll stop. Funny things being a parent makes you feel. You get anxious over things you know you shouldn't. Feel guilty when you want a break so much you could cry but as soon as you get that break you want to run back home. Makes no sense.