Friday, November 11, 2011
feeling of lonliness...maybe
Husband is out with friends tonight and I'm home with my daughter and my landlord who I just don't want to be around. I can literally smell the alcohol reeking off of him. And I'm just feeling really lonely and down tonight. I need to get out of the house and do some holiday shopping but I just don't have the money for that and I'm so scared that I won't be able to provide my daughter with a Christmas this year because we're so much in debt. I hate this feeling that I would be failing her and I just don't what to do. Sorry for the oh pity me but I just don't know what else to do but rant.